sad

hi, my love.

if you're here, i'm guessing today hasn't been very kind to you. i don't know what happened, but i wish i could teleport to you for a little while.

muehehehe.

i know a screen isn't the same as a hug. i know a google meet isn't the same as sitting next to each other. i know hearing "i'm here" through headphones isn't the same as hearing it in person. but until i get to hold your hand for real, i hope my voice can still feel a little like home.

so here's what i want you to do. put on your favorite kanye song. close your eyes for a minute. imagine i'm sitting beside you, probably speaking some bs.

whatever happes can never change one thing.. thatsthe way i see you. you are my sweet sweet baby. you're the person i tell everything to. you're still my favorite notification, my favorite voice, my favorite part of every day.

if i'm asleep when you read this, call me. if you can't call me, read this again. either way, i promise you're not carrying today by yourself anymore.